As you lay dying,
I went out to mow the grass,
Knowing it a task
I’d be able to perform
With a bit of grace,
Preparing myself to try
To bid you this last good bye
With dignity and honor.
As you lay dying,
I went out to mow the grass,
Knowing it a task
I’d be able to perform
With a bit of grace,
Preparing myself to try
To bid you this last good bye
With dignity and honor.
I’m done racing rats
Through a seeming endless maze
Chasing smaller chunks
Of stinking green Limburger.
I see, now, the trap
Set by those soulless fat cats
To keep us from succeeding.
Amidst a mess of document
left in a box in this old home,
new to us these last few years,
mixed among the old receipts
for plumbing work and seedling trees
and appliance manuals
for appliance dinosuars
long gone to their extinction,
I found a weathered yellow sheet
Typed upon in fading blue,
a restrictive covenant
that pierced my heart. Could it be true?
Did my predecessor here,
in this vibrant melting pot,
this neighborhood of polyglots,
seek, back then to enshrine
his bigotry upon the land
from that point and for all time?
Yes, my friends, I’m sad to say,
around the time my dad was born,
some lofty ass took it to mind
to codify a huge red line
around this humbled cot of mine.
Here we go again:
one more white supremacist,
hopped up on Tucker Carlson,
popping off in nurtured rage!
Sometimes I ache.
It’s part of being me.
Doesn’t everyone?
Sometimes I fear
that which I can not control.
Doesn’t everyone?
Sometimes my pain and fear
drive me to unwise actions.
Doesn’t everyone’s?
Sometimes I regret
the consequences of those acts.
Doesn’t everyone?
Sometimes I hope
I can be a better soul.
Doesn’t everyone?
Sometimes I pray
for a divine guiding hand.
Doesn’t everyone?
Sometimes I love.
Doesn’t everyone?
Doesn’t everyone?
How was it my fault,
Dad,
When those dime store Wallabees
Melted through the furnace grate?
How you always chided me
When I said I was afraid,
“Don’t be such a fraidy cat.”
Now you stand and seethe, enraged
Learning what I always know.
Floor grates lead to misery
And premature, stinky, deaths
For green plastic army men
And your cheap-ass knock-off shoes!
Today we hold the middle ground
Lest we make a prophesy
Of Yeats’ “Second Coming”-
“The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.”
Walking sullied streets,
noting all the old deceits;
gold leaf peeling off in sheets.
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Cracked and weathered stone,
reminiscent of old bone
cast aside to rot alone.
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Maybe I’m jaded,
but it’s luster has faded,
past dignities degraded.
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How have we become,
so uncaring, heartless, numb,
is there naught that can be done?
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Dare we even try
to uphold truth to that lie,
“Great Republics can not die“?
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If we can’t, we’re done.
Hare on off and have some fun.
Democracy’s race is run.
Do heroes have to be perfect
in order to earn our respect?
Must they be free from all blemish?
Is that what we’ve come to expect?
How much stain, how much tarnish,
how much of a character blemish
can be glossed over by splashing
on coats of whitewash and varnish
before the seething and gnashing
of the oppressed leads to the trashing
of monument to those held dear
in eruptions of violent clashing?
The answers, my friends, are clear.
Let’s open our ears and try to hear
the history of brutal oppression
that cause so many to live in fear.
Since if we can’t learn this lesson
we’ll lose more than an election!
Folks, it’s high time to reject
this notion that every hero warrants beatification!
This disease leaves wounds,
rivers both wide and deep.
Too deep for fording
and much too wide for bridges,
so we build ferries
and brave treacherous waters,
holding connections
to our loved ones long estranged
by these savage waters wide.
When we disagree,
can we not remain civil
and work to find common ground?
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You know I love our country,
as I know you love it too.
Let us not cast stones!
Unnamed Politicians!
Can you perceive the irony,
As you march in this parade,
On this public highway,
Closed today by state police,
Between county fire trucks,
And city rescue squads,
Past these public schools,
All the while waving
Your banners proudly claiming,
“I Fight Socialism”?
Seems, now, the problem’s
not guns but video games
and not Dayton… Toledo?
Alone in the dark,
he cries out for relevance,
love, being unfamiliar.